Just dreaming
I thought about a lot of things... like where I was, what I'd got myself into. I started to feel light-headed... and then, sleepy. I think I had a dream. A dream of being alone. I wanted someone-- anyone, beside me... so I didn't have to feel alone anymore.
I don't like those feeling, just 'cause I have a bad dream ( Hey, I'm not going to tell you about it ). But anyway, maybe it's just because of my bad feeling about my future, or it's the me complaining about something doesn't go as I expected.
That's why I can't focus on my project, and making another useless entry ( in this useless blog ). Btw, I was thinking about drop this site, but I don't want to waste my money ( I've just spend all money left from my creditcard transfering this domain to GoDaddy . Fortunately, I don't have to pay for my hosting, because I'm sharing this host with a site I managed ). Just transfering those post to Facebook is much easier for me to manage, and I don't have to waste my time checking, sercuring and worring about bot/spammer/hacker... But the right things is: I spend over 2 years with this site, and at least I love it, or it's because I don't want to change anything at all.
Back to the feeling ( I wrote so much useless thing right ), I thought I lost it when I lost my faith in my best *friend* after so much...err...something that I can't even know...maybe just a lie, no, so many lies. But now, you made me knew that I still have one, the feeling of love.
It was lost, but it's still around here.
It's getting boring day by day rite ?
oh!poor you.you suffer from a broken heart,don't you?may be you are so ugly that you don't have anyone i understand you
This is not the time or place for your poorly joke.
Btw, I'm sick of those people, who don't know where or when to say, when to close their fucked mouth. What's the point of making fun of other people ?
That's all for the 1000th comments.